Our first baby....

In June of 1994 I miscarried our first child. I was heartbroken at this loss! I never expected to lose the pregnancy. I was hurt and I eventually healed! The years have passed and I dont really talk about it much. It occurred to me lately that my precious baby was never given a true name. I think I was apprehensive because we didnt know if it was a boy or girl. In my heart I have always thought the baby was a girl! So after much encouragement from my friends at HonoredBabies I have decided to name my little girl. So I ask my family and friends to understand that I have never forgotten my first child and understand my need to name her! I have found my family has become very sensitive to my needs concerning my losses! I am not asking for them to call her by her name! Just to understand that I want to name her! Every baby deserves a name! Therefore I am now giving my daughter the name she deserves... S He is undoubtedly the most beautiful baby there ever was!

Baby Grace....

Her name means "Grace of God"! She was a grace of god and I know that we will be together again one day! She is in heaven with her brother Cody!

If I could have a lifetime wish,
A dream that would come true,
I'd pray to God with all my heart for
yesterday and you.
A thousand words can't bring you back;
I know because I've tried.
And neither will a million tears,
I know because I've cried.
You left behind a broken heart,
And happy memories too.
I never wanted memories,
I only wanted you.

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